FOREVER

it's been a long time since the last time that I wrote or share on my blog, it takes time to decide what
topic or events i'm going to share to you guys, since I'm so so inlove and happy with my partner
that's the topic that I want to share to you.


going strong ang tema namin ng lover ko ngayon, bakit? parehas kaming isip bata pero same lang
ang nasa isip namin, problems made to be broken and problems is a mess that we clean in a nice
way. I'm so lucky to have him in my life, hindi ko inaasahan na out of 20 na Ideal Boyfriend 15 dun yung
ugali niya. I can't believe it. Dati pinapangarap ko lang na magkaroon ng IDEAL TUMBLR BOYFRIEND
ngayon, he's MINE. :')


I'm so afraid to love again, I don't know why pero takot akong maiwan ulit, takot akong masakatan ulit,
pero love is a game if you can't play it right. GAME OVER ang kakalabasan. Aminado naman ako na
may mood akong PANGET, minsan SWEET, minsan naman TAMA lang. TOPAKIN ako for short.
Mood Swings, you know how disguisting am I. Minsan iniisip ko na iwanan nalang siya, kase 1st LOVE
niya ako, 1st girlfriend parang ang panget naman kung AKO yung magiging girlfriend niya na SOBRANG
topakin. Well as I've said, I'm so lucky that he can handle it, he knows how to carry my mood swings,
he always telling that he love me so so much and no matter how disguisting I'am he still love me. Meron
pang isang ginagulat ko sa kaniya, about my past kinuwento at shinare ko sa kaniya yung mga ginawa
kong kagaguhan noon. Pero ang sabi niya "I DON'T ABOUT YOUR PAST WHAT IMPORTANT IS OUR
FUTURE". Umiyak talaga ako nung time na yun kase hindi ko inaasahan yung sagot niya, yung parang
pag shinare ko yun sa ibang lalaki AAYAWAN nila ako. Pero sa sobrang pagmamahal niya sakin,
tinanggap niya ako. I'm so blessed talaga, worth it ang 1year of waiting for my SUPER RIGHT GUY,


Nung una, ang daming nagtatanong kung bakit daw siya, tapos sasabihin kung SINO-SINO daw yung
pinapatulan ko, Nakakadisappoint na yung mga nagsabi sayo nun ijajugde siya without knowing him.
napatunayan niya naman niya yun sa kanila na, MABAIT SIYA na in a way na kasundo niya lahat ng
kamag-anak ko sa compound namin, especially my mom and my dad and also my grand mother. He
RESPECT ME in a way na ayaw niyang maoffend ako sa mga sasabihin niya, yung bang kahit galit siya
may respect pa din yung mga pinagsasabi niya sakin. He's really FUNNY GUY, walang siyang ibang
alam kundi tumawa, minsan pag may topak ako tapos yung feeling ko pikon na siya sasabihin niya..
"Grabe! seryoso na talaga ako" tapos mamaya tatawa, nawawala yung galit ko kase kahit pikon na
siya sakin tatawanan niya lang ako tapos tatawa na din ako. Oh diba parang tanga lang? :D


PERO yes may PERO ako, means may kulang, kulang na in a way na nagagawa ko paring mainggit
sa ibang lovers, he's not SWEET. sweet na in a way na maglalambing sakin, NO he can't do that siguro
nahihiya pa sakin or what, yun lang naman kulang sa kaniya e, pero unti-unti na din natututo by power
of my WORDS. :)


Ayoko ng matapos 'to, Ayoko ng mawala siya sa buhay ko. I can;t live without him, I can't take it if he
will leave me. Pag iniisip ko pa lang na iiwanan niya ako  naiiyak ako. Ngayon ko lang na realize na
hindi ko talaga kakayanin. 5 months na kami sa December 24, and I think more more monthsary pa
kami, wala pa kaming major major na problem. Walang third party pero minsan nagagawa kong
magselos sa maling tao, masisisi niyo ba ako? E mahal na mahal ko din e. :')


One day mababasa niya din 'to. kahit na walang hilig yung internet, fb, twitter, blogspot and tumblr
sa kaniya, I know someday. mababasa niya 'to, I just want to say na I really really love you bebe,
I know that i hurt you for several times but I love you more than you do, SORRY what I've done to you.
I'm always here for you, I'm willing to be with you forever, I'm willing to marry you someday, I'm willing
to have a baby boy and twins, I'm willing to make our dreams come true, I hope you'll sacrifice your
religion just to be with me forever, I know you can. just learn how to appreciate the words you can hear,
I hope that We'll serve our same god someday. I love you so so much Alwin, I'm excited to have your
last name :') LOVELY QUILBO, sounds cool. :D





I hope you'll like it guys. :D
-LVLYQULBIO <3